December 2011
New Year's Resolution.
I have a tendency to hold onto the past. Friends, Relationships, moments…I can never let them go.
And I focus on tiny details. I don’t let them go, either. I obsess over the little things that don’t even matter, trying to make meaning out of them.
And I need to stop.
Instead of holding onto the past, and these people that are no longer in my life, I’m going to let...
-sigh-
I CAN’T FUCKING STAND YOU. OMG, YOU’RE NO DIFFERENT FROM HIM, WHICH IS THE WORST AND I HATE THAT I EVER CALLED YOU MY FRIEND AND YOU ARE SO TERRIBLE AND YOU’RE LIKE EVERY OTHER GUY ON THE FUCKING PLANET AND OF COURSE YOU WOULD KEEP THAT FROM ME YOU FUCKING PRICK BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT I WOULD THINK OF THAT AND OH MY GOD, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU.
No wonder she...
Dreams
They say that when you have dreams about people it’s because they were thinking about you right before they went to bed.
If that’s true, then a shit ton of people missed me last night.
I was seeing everyone.
But then it also means that a certain someone missed me the night before. Which weirds me out.
But what weirds me out the most is that they actually texted me the next day.
...
I used to think that I never asked too much with people. But lately, I’ve realized how much I ask of people. I’m incredibly dependent on others. However, I’ve always thought I’ve had a good balance with the give and take.
Sometimes I even give too much.
But my problem has always been with what I’m giving. And why I’m giving. I feel like the reasons fueled...
You know what’s scary? Hearing someone talk about someone they’re supposedly friends with and hearing them point out all their flaws.
It’s like…as honest as this is, do you really say these kinds of things behind everyone’s backs? I mean, I have my thoughts and opinions on people, but those are certainly things that I keep to myself…I just can’t imagine...
Biology Teacher: So the sperm is surrounded with glucose
student: you mean semen is like sugar?
Biology Teacher: yeah basically
me: doesn't taste like..
Biology Teacher:
me:
student:
Biology Teacher:
me:
student:
me: whoops
Yeah, so I'm being judgmental right now but...
I hate couples who take kissing pictures.
Absolutely detest it.
There are the few exceptions, like the kiss on the Eiffel tower, the kiss on any architectural landmark, the kiss in any foreign country, the kiss after he’s come home from the war/army/navy, or the classic kiss on the cheek. BUTOTHERTHANTHAT, I can’t stand it.
And because, when you guys inevitably break up, it just...
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It's 3:41 in the morning.
So naturally, I decide to watch Gentlemen Prefer Blondes.
I mean, naturally.
I need a mental calendar.
I seriously thought new year’s was Saturday this year, and new year’s eve was Friday. I’m fucking retarded.
My dad said he was leaving on Sunday, so I thought that I could go to a new year’s eve party since it wouldn’t be his last night here…BUT IT IS, AND I AM SO FUCKING STUPID.
And then my mom wanted to drop my dad off the airport and then drive me all the...
“Inside every cynical person, there is a disappointed idealist.”
– George Carlin (via infernos)
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Listening to Kelly Clarkson at 4:48 in the morning….
….and just realized that this was the majority of WWK’s playlist.
Wow.
“Humans can love, they can do it flawlessly.”
– Unknown
