December 2010
HEARTLESS
I cannot even express how shocked/upset/disgusted I am at the moment.
How can someone, someone who has a beating heart, not even care about someone who loves them so fully and unconditionally when they tell them that they might die?
I don’t care the statistics or the probability of it being cancerous, the fact that there is even a chance and you say that you wouldn’t even go visit...
28499.) Whenever I'm walking alone and I see a...
This is pretty much where I’m at.
I have a tattoo obsession.
And it’s getting worse.
28457.) I don't think I'm good enough for anyone.
Someday you’ll realize how truly wonderful you really are.
“People should fall in love with their eyes closed.”
– Andy Warhol
Nerd
So I legit just made a weekly schedule of what I’m going to do during the week when I go back to school for Winter Quarter. I have everything planned out to the time I eat, to the time I shower, and even to the time that I go on Facebook.
Hopefully with that, not only can I manage my time better, but I can actually fix my insomnia problem and have a normal sleeping schedule.
It’s not...
I've kind of given up on that thing called...
… and I’m not sure what I’ll do if it ever comes around again.
My heart.
Ugh, I thought it died a long while ago.
But tonight it proved that it’s still alive and kicking.
Wtf.
ah, to be irrationally and recklessly in love
Success
This is the first time that I’ve put something important before my heart. I am a person who bases all of her decisions entirely on her emotions.
And for the first time, I ignored a potentially heartbreaking situation and focused on actually making a life decision.
Hello, grad school. I’ll be seeing you in three years for an additional five. I hope we get along :)
You know what I want?
I wish I had money. An endless money flow where I can just waste my money on pretentious artifacts that have no real use or value.
Just because I’m that bored with my life.
Ugh.
old e-mails
I was reading over some old things that I had written in the past- e-mails, posts, stories, etc- and I came to realize how much time I’ve wasted thinking about stressful things.
I just need to learn how to breathe and relax. My biggest fear is losing time. I’m afraid of running out of time and then coming to realize that afterwards, there is nothing.
I just want to begin my life as...
